Wednesday, September 17, 2008♥
♥ 5:58 AM
i noe it has been SOOOOOOOO many days since i updated ma blog...
Life has been extremely miserable.. Esp at werk...
Its so unfair to me..
How can ppl be so bias n can be showing favouritism??
And esp full of politics.....
As time goes by, i'm comin In terms wid de reality...
NO ONE IS THERE FOR YOU!!!
ITS UR LIFE!!
U'VE TO LIVE IT....
Dis is de fact de exact meaning life...
nature's calling.
Thursday, June 26, 2008♥
♥ 8:55 PM
A MISERABLE DAY AT WORK......
Yesterday (
26/6/08) was a
doom's day for me...
I didn't expect de day to be dat bad to de extent i ended up cryin silently...
It was really
miserable...
I took 12 cases accompanied by kak sue, was happy dat i finally got to take cases in de mornin..
Initially it was smooth aft de doctor's round things started to get hectic...
I was unable to cope up wid de changes...
Dr's a real mean to do so much of changes in one day..
It was really
stressful...
I didn't even have the time to write ma report... till 1pm i was strugglin to write ma report,whereas i'm suppose to start servin meds den...
It was
ultimately shitty....
Den came de bomb!. Dis particular idiotic patient had a wonderful broken skin, i was told to pass de central report, dats wen ma great nurse clinician asked abt dat particular patients's broken skin at her sacral region.
I was not aware abt her broken skin at her sacral area,..
So many pairs of eyes were staring at me and I was jus standin there like a dumb ass tellin her dat it was jus excoriation and not a broken skin... ( De great joke was she was de one who spotted de broken skin!)
Dats wen she literally scolded me... It was really
embarrassing....
I felt so pissed for wat she did.. its not dat i didn't check.. its jus dat i didn't hv dat bloody time to check.. wid dat amount of bloody work, how she expects me to check!!
i felt so
embarrassed dat i jus walked into de cubicle n hide maself n started
crying...!!
i felt so
hopeless n useless... it was really frustrating.... i didn't expect ma day to be dat bad!!
At last kak sue was there to help me or else.... i think i would've been a dead meat.
Already sum of ma fellow mates are gettin wonderful comments from some idiots sayin dat we're not good and so on ...
I'm jus feelin scared n worried.. i'm afraid whether i'll be a confirmed staff or not... Haiz
Well de only thing which i can do now is to jus forget whatever has happened n learn from ma mistakes... Aft all i'm still gettin into de transition....
nature's calling.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008♥
♥ 6:06 AM
A very BIG hello to everyone..
Been MIA for sum weeks,
jus kinda busy
gettin into
de transition of nursing...
Well for
de time being
i'm jus simply
gettin worked up
wid stuffs, not really
wid ma work but
wid those idiots
i'm workin wid..
Sum are really F up idiotic boot
lickers.... Sum are serious attitude prob arses... And sum are really 2 headed snakes...
This is
wat i call THE REAL WORLD.......
Haiz.... i HATE IT!!
Well lets come to
de exciting topic...
Today i got a golden
opportunity to observe an
ECT procedure..
Its a rare chance indeed,
de wonders of
dat electric shock can really bring a wild n maniac person to a soft and normal person... Isn't
dat a wonder?
Hmmmm... well
sumtimes i feel
dat sum normal
ppl (
eg:B1 and
Senior) have to really
hv 12 cycles of
ECT....
Haiz.. if
onli i was a
psy doctor.. i can shock
dem heheheOk i think i laughed too much..
tomorrow is gonna be a real bad day for me i guess...
lets pray for
de best
ppl.....
Hmmm are u
thinking wat i'm thinking B1?
nature's calling.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008♥
♥ 7:08 AM
my graduation!!!!
Yipee!!!!
Finally.... i'm officially out of NYP.... hahah....
Despite de hard walk up de stage, i managed to grab hold of ma cert... *i walked like a duck cos of de heels...*
Hmmm.... ya its been looonnngggg since i last blogged...
us wanna tell briefly abt ma new job....
Talking abt work really freaks me out..
As days pass by i get to see ppl's true colours...
I seriously dun noe why dis ppl must put up a front n hide their true colours away from us...
Haiz.. its really sad u noe...
It really scares me n i really find it hard to work, esp wid those ppl..
I'm gettin overwhelmed n extra extra bloody hell paranoid..
I myself cannot believe dat i'm like dis...*ARRGG!!!*
De trust i had in many ppl , is jus goin down de drain...I'm so afraid to open up to anyone except for a few of dem..
Haiz.... i hate ma wonderful paranoia, till now i dun noe whether de ppl are really like dat or is it ma paranoia which is makin me feel in dat way...
Side tracking in progress.....
Sum doctors are really power... sum are sarcastic in a scary way .. sum are funny in a mean way...
I didn't noe dat a MO will be dis friendly to de extent dat i(including siti) ended up gossiping wid him...
God has given dat fello a great gift, which i Patience.... For dat 15 mins i was de only idiot who was venting things out to him... and de only sentence he spoke was "ya i drive.." hahahaha kuku...... and "ya i've a license and i drive" hahahah
nature's calling.
Monday, May 05, 2008♥
♥ 9:42 PM
its been long since i last blogged...
Working life is fun but its
stresssful at
de same time...
Well aft all dis is
wat they call nursing transition...
Can ya
jus imagine
i'm given day off for 2 days and aft
dat i'll be working throughout for 10 days...
10 full days... isn't
dat cruel...
Damn
jus feelin super depressed.....
Why must dis happen to me ?!?!?
*
i'm sad........ will get back to ma blog 10 days later*
nature's calling.
Saturday, April 19, 2008♥
♥ 5:19 AM
I still remember during ma NYP days....
When there's an assessment de whole lot of ma classmates will be practicing for dat particular practical for at least a week n eventually sum will pass n sum will fail.
But now at TTSH we're havin crash course..
We'll have lecture for de first half day, den we'll hv assessment...
And there'll be 100% passes...
I'm really proud of ma self... hahaha
Neway TTSH is a super scary hospital..
I n siti had a real scary experience...
How am i goin to werk night shift there??
nature's calling.
Saturday, April 12, 2008♥
♥ 9:34 PM
Went to escape..wid ma sec sch babes...
Was super fun....
All de rides looked fun... But den i realised dat looks can deceive...
I was dying to take de 360degrees ride,
I was literally laughing, where as ma frens were screamin their lungs out...
Looks like i was jus enjoyin dat extreme moment in ma life.. hahahah
Next we took de viking ride...
It was literally super scary..
You noe de feeling dat your heart is gonna pop put of ur mouth.. eeekk!
I ws literally cryin.... cos it was very traumatising...
But dat didn't stop me from goin for de ride again... i went for 2 more rides .. hahaha
Aft de viking, we went for de kart ride...
There was dis lil boy there who needed an adult to assist him... so i was told to sit beside him n drive de kart..
Come on ppl, dis's ma ever first time driving in ma entire life......
So i banged here n there.... i wasn't a perfect driver....
But den a embarassin thing happened to me,dat lil arse boy was assisting me, telling me,wen to put de brake n went to accelerate..
Kau!! can u guys imagine.. a 22 yr old woman being assissted by a 6 yr old boy...
Arrgg very pressurising seh...
De best part was he commented on ma driving, sayin dat his dad can drive better den me...
ARRGG!!! its so paiseh!!
Never in ma life i'm goin to drive a kid wid me..
They're jus too straight forward.....
Den aft dat we went to de damn haunted house.. OMG!!!
It was scary.. even though i didn't open ma eyes....
I was literally freaking out cos of de screams..
But den it was fun la...
Hmmmmm..
Jus looking forward to go there again...
Maybe dis time ma poly mates can join me.. heee..heee
nature's calling.
