In Ma Own World...

Monday, June 26, 2006♥

idiotic soul' ♥ 6:34 PM

school

welll.. yesterday left sch halfway to meet karthik. Ya dis is ma bloody surprisin to ma frens cos i did skip tutorial ha..ha dat jume k's one.Had bio prac was ok lah kinda surprisin' dat i was able to do, hopefully mann, cos i tot its gonna be damn difficult. Yesterday sum many pairs of eyes were lookin' at me as i was tryin to get in karthik's lorry and gues wat de hafiz from de same lect grp saw me and started grinn' arrgg!! And there i saw a grp of indian gals all eyes on me. Damn mann so paiseh sial....

ma lil outin' wid him

yea.. i met him on sunday but i jus can't resist him sial. he's jus too good for me. Followed him to marsiling and caught ma cousin red-handed wid her boyfren. can u jus believe it she's onli 14 and dat guy is 22. So as a sister i did ma job of repremendin' her, as i was tokin' to her dat stupid guy became nosy and jus interrupt me, damn mann... i got no choice so i started to yell at him and asked ma cousin to leave dat place before i lay hands on her, and so she did. Aft dat i was abt to walk off from de place and spotted karthik walkin' towards me and dat guy and he started tokin' to dat fello. Damn, later did i noe dat he was actually karthik's fren..!!! Dis karthik got fren all over de world!!Aft dat we went to pasar malam bought food and were muchin' all de way in de lorry.Aft dat went to clinic wid karthik cos he was havin flu, aft which i went over to his hse.Actually am supposed to leave his hse at 6, but jus cos one of karthik's fren came to de hse i've to company his sister till karthik and his mum comes back from hospital. Oh ya his grandpa is kinda serious in hospital... his havin upper GIT bleedin (sum medical terms). So i was there till 9 pm,waitin for dem to come.

me myself and i

ok now its abt me.... am so bloody tired , took flu medicine yesterday cos i was sneezin throughout de whole nite and now ma whole body is achin' damn hell!!!
Was terribly excited to see ma frens yeaterday... felt so alive as i step into NYP.. life in NYP is alwaes fun wid no worries... wid ma sweetpals by ma side alwaes love u ma chocolate sweet hearts....

nature's calling.

Thursday, June 22, 2006♥

life is wonderful.... ♥ 6:01 AM

werk

hmmm went to werk wid kak,jus a part time werk. Stampin' all dae long.... and playin' de nonsensical"Burpin" game. Ah.. not forgottin de staffs there, Well 4 of de are deaf and dumb, but one id very outstandin'. Johnny, he makes my day mann. Such a sweetie pie, he's cute and a carin' person , he's also known as "8 dollars" and origin freak,cos he's so concerned abt de products and esp de price. Despite he's partially deaf, he managed to finish a diplomain accountacy, he's kinda sissy too, but dat didn't really make us be apart we became kinda close. He told us sum beauty tips as well as how to spike up hair for kak and oso not forgettin' de coke he'll take for us from de cold room. He was sum one who really enetertains us wen eva we feel tired of doin werk, am really really gonna miss him since tomr is de last day of de werk. Hopefully we can keep in touch.
De stupid 2 old hag, ya rite they are de oldest ppl there esp dat man, dat freakin stupid fishball eyes.Am gonna do sun cateterisation for him usin metal catheter. he alwaes pushes werk to us danmn old freakin arse! His wife another idiot says dat temp staffs are alwaes late .. ya wateva. our werl starts at 0930 and we'll be there sharp and we'll finish our werk unlike dat biatch who does werk as if she's gonna die soon. Not forgettin dat woman, de small eyed freak, wid dat skirt damn her!!!! Dis ppl tend to drive up de wall ... ha..ha.. tmr am gonna show dem ma true colours.

nature's calling.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006♥

oodles of doodles ♥ 11:14 PM

TEST

he..he.. am goin bonkers.. jus did de anatomy cd (u noe de one attached to de text book) and i was unable to do anythin damn mann... its so shity sial.

KARTHIK

Well, yesterday went out wid karthik again, fun sial, he got a new contract it seems and todae is his first day there. Am damn bored cos i can't cal him damn!!. Yesterday sum apprasial was goin on for karthik by his boss's wife, jus dat she was tellin' me dat karthik is real rare type of guy to get and am lucky gal to get him,( i think he shld b lucky to get me he..he) ya and he was like grinnin' all de way. Of course not fogettin to bully me, it sucks to be bullied everytime but it's fun to be bullied by him. Despite dis wonderful thinks sum stupid gundu thingy too happened.He told me to meet him at 3 pm at ma voiddeck , thinkin dat he'll be late a bit i went down to buy lunch for ma dad. Later wen i was walkin i saw a loory which looked damn familiar , ya dats rite it was karthik's lorry, so i started runnin' up to ma block, dash in ma room, quickly take a stupid 3/4 jeans and a damn balck shirt. while applyin' make up dat gundu started honkin damn ass, So with no choice i ran down with hlf make up on and ma hair was in a mess, wid a chocolate in one hand and a bottle of 1oo plus in another hand i ran down as if de block was on fire. There in de lorry i saw dat piggy eatin ice cream once he saw me he started laughin till he choked, ya i looked like a clown cos ma face was sooOOOooo white.

GYM

Went to gym wid kak, and worked out a bit aft which we went to library to returned book. As usual we were makin' joke abt "teacher,teacher" and "kuma". All de way we were luffin' like two mad idiots.As we were walkin back to our respective busstop kak told me her 3 gundu story and i was grumblin' to her abt de distance we hav to walk.Eventually we reached de point where we hav to separate on our own ways.

The vicious murderer

Reached home ard 9.30 and saw ma gundu parents eatin' sumthin, once they saw me they started to eat faster, as ma bladder was full i din't bother to see wat was there. Aft the great battle in de toilet, i came out slowly and saw a MR ROACH near de window and he flew directly towards me. i was so puzzledso without hesitatin' i took de broom and hit it, not once or twice but 5 times till sum kinda whitish thingy squashed out (yikeesss!!). It was damn gross!!!.But i was satisfied and happy cos i killed one ma self....:)

nature's calling.

Friday, June 09, 2006♥

wen u sway .. i go WHEEEE ♥ 4:46 AM

ha...ha..... am goin bonkers... there's icaand bio test comin up. ARRGGG!! kenna stressed sial.
dun noe wat am i goin to do.. no mood to study at all. Well, ma bro brrowed "the identity" movie from his fren so ltr am goin to watch ha..ha... World cup is startin todae, and now to heat up am watchin S-league. ha..ha... this ppl in ma family are still decidin whr to go for dinner damn mann..! Hmmm ... am excited abt tomoro cos am goin to gym. Hopefully tomoro am able to meet karthik , i wan to meet him or at least on sunday.
Guess wat, my mum tot dat i passsed ma basic theory and she started askin me abt pract, she got a shock wen i told her dat i missed it and de next one was on june 13. She asked me a great qns "DEn y u keep on tokin abt dis handsome indian guy? i tot u already choosen him as ur instructor and dat's y u were tokin abt him almost everyday..." ha..ha.. Mother Mother wat la u! Ppl i asked ma mother a stupid qns dat wat she'll do if i fell in love wid de instructor and she said " i think u are old enuf to make a rite choice?". To irritate her further more i promt her abit," if i die die wan him and if he's married how ah..." and she said " Nathiya todae is my birthday pls dun make me angry ". But am a irritatin specimen i asked dis qns to ma dad... and he said as long as u are happy i'm happy.. but baby dun get married to a guy who's alr married or life wouldn't be fun. I'm blur wat he mean by life is not fun?!? Wateva is it am not realli goin to marry him but its fun to ask ma parent dis type of qns....
My brother was listenin to buttons song jus now and i did a great entry . well i started dancin precisely and hit his photoframe. Ma bro's eyes turned red i tot am gonna get it nicely from him , but he said thanks gal dis frame ma exgal bought for me. ha..ha... funny ppl!!!!

nature's calling.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006♥

i'm so sick ♥ 6:48 PM

> tmr is ma mum's b'dae
> yesterday kak was walkin sea todae she's a tree
> claire looks sweet todae
> huda is missin'
>haz biba looks like a walkin strawberry(very mild pink)
> am not feelin' well.......

ah..... i jus tried usin this method of writin cos its cool. Hmmmm am feelin really really really down and f up dun noe why ?. is it cos of wat skathi did yesterday?!? Why oh why ppl tell lies. Wat they gain by dat, Nothin, Precisely....

i feel so damn hell sad. Karthik didn't tok to me properly for de past 2 daes. Aiya wat a life mann... I think am havin Bipolar disorder suddenly i feel so high, suddenly so... down .

Yesterday i slept late, i dun really noe why i was jus listenin to songs and lookin at karthik's pic and sighin all de way. I dun noe why but.... i alwaes end up spoilin ppl's mood. I tried ma fuckin Best to tok to him ma normal way joke ard , tok rot and even luff like a gundu idiot. But he was like a expressionless piglet jus tokin in a lame tone . But wen he toks to his mum or even to his dog he's like tokin so nicely, but to me arrgggg!!! i really feel so down and depressed . How i wish i could read his mind....

Wateva is it.. i'll endure all dis nonsense jus for him . each time we argue nd toi noe him even betta. Frankly speakin' its been long since i cried or argued wid him ha...ha..

WATEVA!!!!!!!
well to dae went for live audis toked abt de gig... hey gig lah eh..! kak, shawn and me are incharge of deco . Cool mann jus waitin for it. At last i got sumthin to do... he..he
::Nat::

nature's calling.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006♥

loosen up ma buttons baby... ♥ 4:13 AM

hey ya peeps... well had a powderful weekend... hmmm saturday went over to karthik's hse and slacked there.. as usual slack and slack in everythin.Den de next day we went to sentosa.. it was damn funny sial we were like in de water like stupid freaks whom have neva gone to beach before ha..ha.. damn freakin' hell . guess wat i was clingin on karthik like a monkey i was so afraid to swim so he had a hard time wid me i think he went partially deaf due to ma screamin. Next lookin' forward for 20 goin there again yeah yeah!! Hopefully by den i learn to swim ha...ha..
well looks like i and kak are gettin' hyped up abt KRand teacher teacher ha..ha... Wid dat tempted to touch song and kak's turn me on..and de dance ha...ha.. Well dats wat we'll do durin our lect so peeps if ya tend to see two freakin' gals at de back dancin or like doin sum funny acts jus ignore.
well am so sorry gals unable to join u for de movie well u noe wat happen rite. Well looks like ma dad is in good terms wid me onli ard 60% lah cos i can still see de pressure wen eva he toks to me. I jus feels so damn irritated arrrggg..!!. Aiyo papa y are u like dat make ma life difficult. hopefully he toks to me like before.
ah... clover dat irritatin gal oh my i read her blog its full of emo and dear here dear there damn irritatin'. i'm jus simply agitated by her.
jus wanna say sumthin... there are ppl ard me who are pretty idiotic and makin ma life miserable how i wish i can get rid of dem OFF ma life its jus dat de sight of dat person sends me chills of hatered ah... and Hatered and Hatered...

nature's calling.

Saturday, June 03, 2006♥

a blissful day... ♥ 3:56 AM

welll jus came back home aft meetin' him . Was a pleasant meetin' really enjoyed every moment wid him. its jus dat i realli missed him alot dat i ended up biting and beatin' him which left him sum scars and his mum was tellin' me dat am abusin her son ha...ha.. well tomoro will be goin to sentosa yeah yeah .. Peeps dun be surprised if ya see me dark.
ahh.. well de last headache is goin to be over soon... yes de ica. Todae had meetin' and guess wat i've to retype de whole nursin' management again due to sum stupid comp probs. Well hopefully everythin turns out well on monday.
Todae is sue's special day as she has gone for a date wid some one special . She appeared damn nervous hopefully she doesn't end up stammerin' infront of him due to nervousness as she had neva spoken to him in person at all... ha..ha... sue ... u really made me luff todae esp ur face it looked realli funny....
ah... jus blur dun realli noe wat to type lah hungry, thristy and tensed grrrrr...
:: nathiya::

nature's calling.

Thursday, June 01, 2006♥

beautiful life.. beautiful soul ♥ 9:06 PM

life is beautiful wid u by ma side.. alwaes.... for de rest of ma life.... love u alwaes honey i wan u foreva...

nature's calling.