Thursday, June 26, 2008♥
♥ 8:55 PM
A MISERABLE DAY AT WORK......
Yesterday (
26/6/08) was a
doom's day for me...
I didn't expect de day to be dat bad to de extent i ended up cryin silently...
It was really
miserable...
I took 12 cases accompanied by kak sue, was happy dat i finally got to take cases in de mornin..
Initially it was smooth aft de doctor's round things started to get hectic...
I was unable to cope up wid de changes...
Dr's a real mean to do so much of changes in one day..
It was really
stressful...
I didn't even have the time to write ma report... till 1pm i was strugglin to write ma report,whereas i'm suppose to start servin meds den...
It was
ultimately shitty....
Den came de bomb!. Dis particular idiotic patient had a wonderful broken skin, i was told to pass de central report, dats wen ma great nurse clinician asked abt dat particular patients's broken skin at her sacral region.
I was not aware abt her broken skin at her sacral area,..
So many pairs of eyes were staring at me and I was jus standin there like a dumb ass tellin her dat it was jus excoriation and not a broken skin... ( De great joke was she was de one who spotted de broken skin!)
Dats wen she literally scolded me... It was really
embarrassing....
I felt so pissed for wat she did.. its not dat i didn't check.. its jus dat i didn't hv dat bloody time to check.. wid dat amount of bloody work, how she expects me to check!!
i felt so
embarrassed dat i jus walked into de cubicle n hide maself n started
crying...!!
i felt so
hopeless n useless... it was really frustrating.... i didn't expect ma day to be dat bad!!
At last kak sue was there to help me or else.... i think i would've been a dead meat.
Already sum of ma fellow mates are gettin wonderful comments from some idiots sayin dat we're not good and so on ...
I'm jus feelin scared n worried.. i'm afraid whether i'll be a confirmed staff or not... Haiz
Well de only thing which i can do now is to jus forget whatever has happened n learn from ma mistakes... Aft all i'm still gettin into de transition....
nature's calling.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008♥
♥ 6:06 AM
A very BIG hello to everyone..
Been MIA for sum weeks,
jus kinda busy
gettin into
de transition of nursing...
Well for
de time being
i'm jus simply
gettin worked up
wid stuffs, not really
wid ma work but
wid those idiots
i'm workin wid..
Sum are really F up idiotic boot
lickers.... Sum are serious attitude prob arses... And sum are really 2 headed snakes...
This is
wat i call THE REAL WORLD.......
Haiz.... i HATE IT!!
Well lets come to
de exciting topic...
Today i got a golden
opportunity to observe an
ECT procedure..
Its a rare chance indeed,
de wonders of
dat electric shock can really bring a wild n maniac person to a soft and normal person... Isn't
dat a wonder?
Hmmmm... well
sumtimes i feel
dat sum normal
ppl (
eg:B1 and
Senior) have to really
hv 12 cycles of
ECT....
Haiz.. if
onli i was a
psy doctor.. i can shock
dem heheheOk i think i laughed too much..
tomorrow is gonna be a real bad day for me i guess...
lets pray for
de best
ppl.....
Hmmm are u
thinking wat i'm thinking B1?
nature's calling.
