Well another borin day simply got nothin to do but jus to view temptation video again an again...
Simply am fallin in love wid cradle of filth's song they are hard core but cool as well....
Jus cannot believe dat am back to metal again..
it realli cool n refreshin to listen...
Yesterday was listening to my slayer song.. frankly speaking slayer are de best in rock metal.. they are simply hard core. In ma werds if u listen u'll die ha..ha..
And not failin to talk abt the lyrics of de band is oso damn hard core... u'll feel like tearin de ppr but still they talk de fact mann.....

Well wateva isit.. metal cannot be replaced by anione.. metal rockzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!






haiz.. at last am occupied wid things for dis week.. got to really werk on it so dat i wouldn't feel bored.
Yesterday went over to karthik's place slacked there like a pig.. seriously am gettin fatter n fatter got to werk on it.. hit de gym dats de rite thing...
Saturday go to go to one stupid seminar.. am jus so pissed mann go to be there at 8 am...
Haiz wat eva mann.. jus feelin so tired haiz haiz .....






At last attachments are over .. at least can have a week long rest.
Well did miss de staffs there esp johar , mala n sum staff nurse ah.. not forgettin de owner of locker no 49..
haiz..
Well lookin forward to sch man.. Se u babes in sch k..






De lecturer finally got to know HER true coloue am damn glad as well as fati.
Todae presented ma case to dat mdam chua.
She was good enuf to give good remarks.. but...
She pissed me off earlier tellin all kinda things...
i told her off dat she's discouragin me...
she jus walked offf.. guess she was pissed!!

JOhar's hse
Suppose to go over johar's place but too bad ma bro's fren are comin over so got to stay put in ma hse..
Haiyah too bad didn't get a chance to eat his wonderful pizza n pasta..







welll...
De mangkuk lecturer is realli irritatin me to de core. She's pickin on us almost everytime. She favours dem i guess. Alwaes we end up arguin. De first thing comes out from her moputh is 'i'll fail u'. Its damn F irritatin. De pts in ma cub hates her too. Dat naggy old woman, she's a MANGKUK 4 eva
Finally i got to noe de TRUTH. Its wrg dat we got so att to ya despite knowin de REAL u. But den wen eva we see ya.... Its hurts mann its hurts.. Am like a sky n u are like de sea... Will they eva meet..?!?! Ya they wouldn't its exactly like us..

PS:ppl actually am not really sad lah dat idiotic person is worth nothin noone can be like ma karthik ha..ha..






well yesterday i n kak were super hyper once de clock struck 8, each n every time de door opens i'll be peekin there, guess biba was mad wid us. Sorry biba got to endure ha..ha..
well yesterday he came looked kinda stressed indeed haiz... was actually excited to see him but wen he camede excitement went down.. aiyoh dun noe wat de hell is happenin to me

bus ride
Well i n kak got into a crowded bus as usual our stiory abt AR came abt. Suddenly i spotted one indian guy lookin at me from de rear seat, i was jus like look at him , suddenly he stuck out his tongue and brush along his lips lah. Aiyoh he thinks i'll get turned on by dis is it, such a irrirtatin fellos ard... Wat eva mann....

• de way he smile
• de way he talks
• de way he walks
• de way he writes report
• his cute handwritin
• de way he passes report
• de way he caught me lookin at him
  
• de way he handles things humbly
• de way he says dat he's stress
• de way he does evrythin..

i notice all his movements....
wat a beautiful heart he has.. haiz.. i noe he's like a star in de sky and am like a grass on de grd.. how i wish once uypon a time de star will fall down, landin on de grass...






gosh.. i've put on weight seriusly am fat.. Damn it mann how can.
Am simply pissed seh, tried ma best to loose weight but i last i gained darn rite.
Was complainin to karthik, but looks like he loves fat gal.. he was like aiyah no lah like dis betta aiyoh i myself dun noe wahy guys simply love gals whom are plum.
Haiz it's for sure aft ma attachments gonna go on full trainin at gym... got to hit de gym and got to be real serious abt it...
Guess who i saw dat arul haiz i was like walkin as if i kenna f suddenly i felt a heavy hand on ma shoulder ya it was him ... he was like wow missy lah.. ma heart aches wat can i do.. haiz ppl find me like a clown. He walked along wid me till ma block aiyah wat eva la... He's simply makin me tensed, alwaes talkin abt dat melissa den talkin abt me to me can u imagine de feelin wen sum one praises u infront of urself.. i feel pissed sial seriously... De next time he does dat am gonna f him mann...






wen we are bored dis kinda madness
happens...
mad ppl.. i look like a dead lizard..

sum kinda schizo patients esp de last 3 ..
Mad ppl love to pull each other to de
sea..
i noe i look as if i am Ahem Ahem..
but actually i wasn't..
i'm so sorri kak.. dis pic is de best
of all!! i'll save dis till u get married
must show ur husband to be..
ha..ha... de best pic indeed.. our facial expression
is like sum kinda scary movie like dat ha..ha..







hais stress mann stress.... dat guy is like messagin me like dun wat and ma fren mel is like pesterin me to ask him whether he likes her or not... Argggg!!! wat eva mann.. life has to go on.. got to sumhow balance dis two idiot .





dis pic is cute rite ha..ha.. really missed dis
rascal in ma life. Actually took dis opic on his first b'dae sweet guy hrmmm..






Well yesterday ma mum cancelled de trip to lil'india since she got sum meetin stuffs haiz.. so i was like lazin at home ard 11 plus aft bloggin and stuffs i got a call ard 2 sayin dat one of ma fren is at TMC as she met into an accident gosh i was like wat de f... Well u see i use to have dis buch of good frens but due to sum reasons we split but now its like she's injured so i jus went to visit her togerther wid dis galfren of mine (melissa). So we went there shared money and bought a bouquet, saw her and she (de patient ) started cryin oh my !!! she was like apologisin me lah den i like told her u are still ma dear fren den jus examine her leg lah.. oh.. she kenna accident by her bf bike la eh he leg got sum torn tissue and she oso got her hand fractured like dun know wat lah..
Aft dat i melissa and her guyfren headed to novena square long john's... i was like jus sippin a cup of coke ... suddenly i receive a msg from melissa herself askin me how i find dat guy i replied her he's ok good match and lookin at de msg she was like grinnin, she replied me back dat he's her steady and they've goin on for months.Den dis gal wanted to go toilet i was like too lazy to get up so she went alone. I was like one kuku starin at de coke for no reason, Suddenly dat guy started askin abt me and so i was like tellin him everythin abt ma self and so he too did de same thing, den i one itchy mouth asked him one nonsensical qns ' u n mel are good match how long u've been goin on?' den dat guy was like 'ah.. am sorri am not mel's bf i onli know her thru ma mutal fren we are jus frens , but she onli loves to drag me out since i've a bike' i was like wat de f.. so i jus maintain a stupid face and den our heroin came up.
She was suggestin to go for a movie to dat guy .. oh ya dat guy's name is arul. Den dat guy was like ah.. i tired lah next time den he gave me a grin i was like ah.. wat is dat grin for?!?! (blur kuku). So we bid farewell andi was jus walkin thru every shop at level one den suddely i heard a voice from behind it was arul he was like askin me where i stay .. i told him AMK he was like' oh good i too stay there see i didn't bring ma bike mine if i company u dat mel is takin mrt since she stays at bishan but i wanna take bus lah at least can sleep.' so aft dat we were like talkin and headin to de bus stop ran across de road like one dumb ... he was like askin abt nursin and stuffs den suddenly a sparklin conversation came up..
he: ah.. i wan to tel u sumthin abt mel , see i think she told u am her bf seriously am not ..
me: ok...:)
he: to tell u de truth one of ma fren has a crush on her am jus helpin him, i dun like mel's attitude she's 20 yet she's lazin at home no education jus a O level cert, i hate gals like dat and see her so like rowdy.. pierecd evrywhere, a potential loser like dat. Wen she told me dat she's gonna meet a fren i tot dat person is double worst but den u look totally opposite to her so like decent...
me: ha..ha.. ok (he doesn't know de real me)
he : wenever she wans to go out she'll drag me jus for am fren's sake am endurin dis...
me:oki.. jus be cool lah ask ur fren to like faster get her cos i suspect she like kinda like u..
he: pls dun tell dis stuff to mel u and she are frens for long rite.
me: ah ya but we dun realli keep in touch..
he: ah.. best like dis atleast i canu stuffs abt her..
me: ha..ha
Aft a long stupid conversation.. he was askin abt ma yellow stained teeth abt ma complexion abt ma family and stuffs, we reached ma stop he too alight i was blur, Later did i noe dat he stays at blk 253 and am stayin at blk 254 .. he was like grinnin lah eh..
Suddenly he asked me...' gal u attached ah..?'
me: yep i am for 3 yrs to ma beau
he ooohh u broke ma heart
me: huh wat u mean... i htink u can get sum one betta den me lah pls dun do dis kinda things toi me neway am engaged lah..
he: huh!!! engaged ok lor..
me: u??
he:still findin for de rite one abt alr 23 wan to settle in life by 25 neway ok great dat u are stayin near by we can meet up for coffee or wat if ur guy dun mind.. neway here's ma number do msg me k...
me: ah ok see how wen am free...
we walk past his carpark he showed his bike a bloody scrambler la eh .. den he bid farewell and i walked off ha..ha.. wat a werld wat a men.. Told karthik abt dis de first thing he did was laugh and said lets get married fast.. huh?!?!
i jus cannot believe dat dis thing happen to me neway am growin old so dis kinda things are jus simply part and parcel of life..

ps: ppl i guess u all felt as if u read a primadonna's blog rite.. ha..ha







claire made ma day by givin tammi's blog add... seriously she's pretty and beautiful.
de pictures of her bf and her are damn fuunny sial cosit reaminds me of dat video clip.One thing i realli appreciate her is dayt she's still wid dat guy lah(de on in de clip). Neway she smokes SKL lah eh and sum more ma fav straw berry haiz haiz.. she even tell sum fuckin bad things abt malay ppl. Since they like tell 'things' infront of her ... Damn her she calls herself plum and oso says her thighs her fat wat de f mann... she god damn skinny.wateva but am still excited to read her blog cos it's like fun lah eh.. ha..ha






well yesterday met ma darling cousins ard 730hrs near amk mrt station and headed to SG. As usual we were doin all de craps and de irritatin stuffs, despite ma cousins are married they still tend to be like they used to be in 20's.

We entered de SG and got de bloody shock of our life, there were 10 of us and it seems there was no place and we have to wait , it seems a person has put reservations and so there's onli place for 6 place .Damn rite , we were really pissed . we started walkin slowly towards de polyclinic and den ma brother said y dun we eat seafood instead its much betta rite and den we headed to A star a popular seafood area in AMK. Haiz i tell u de food was solid mann it was superb actually i went there before but dis time it was cheap and also damn delicious.After dat we headed to take sum shit pics and den came another bad news ma cousin forgot to bring her cam it seems she left it in her staff lounge Aiyah!! but still we had loads of fun mann playin snooker and not forgettin to do our daily thing of teasin ppl.

Well todae am startin ma fast haizhaiz.. go to forget all de meat and stuffs for abt a week and am a person whom cannot stay w/o meat dis's gonna be a great challenge for me.Well, i cooked jus now jus a bit of vegetarian fried rice and looks like i failed in it no salt at all and ma dad tasted it and said ma future husband will be very very healthy ha..ha.. funny lah he. Well alter gonna do sum lil' snacks for ma family members see how it turns out to be lah haiz haiz...

De very sad thing is dat i cannot meet karthik on dis weekend and as well as next week end too . Dis week it'll be firewalkin season so i'll be god damn busy wid de stuffs and next week am havin prayers for ma partenal grandparents due to deepavali haiz haiz...Am damn paranoid..!!!







haiz... tmr am goin to start ma fast for fire walkin well on friday nite got to go to temple and over nite and got to do sum over nite prayers. Hrmmm.. its fun lah keepin awake all nite together wid ma cousins and havin fun.
Well now ma brother is having a few days off so its like he'll be at home all day long till tuesday, Yeah at least i got sum one to be wid at home. Well later in de evenin got tution , plannin to go to SG wid ma cousins later let me at least tatse sum meat before i start ma fast ha..ha.. Haiz tmr and thurs am goin to be lil india aunty got to go to lil'india for 2 days straghit can u jus imagine, in dat crowd , wat to do ma mum got to get sum prayer stuffs so too bad got to go or else she'll start her wonderful nag.








To ma dear karthik,
As I awake each and every day,
Thoughts of love turn to you;
An unbreakable bond between us,
A special love ever so true.

The warm glow in your eyes,
The sweet smile on your face;
Makes me want to hold you,
Forever in love's tender embrace.

The sound of your voice,
Is like a song in my heart;
Always bringing me happiness,
As it has done from our start.

The gentleness of your touch,
The sweet passion of your kiss;
Just a couple of many pleasures,
I treasure and so longingly miss.

We have shared many joys,
And also felt some sorrows;
Yet our future will be filled,
With wonderful tomorrows.

So until that bright day,
Far away such as it seems;
You will always be my one true love,
The man of my dreams.
From ur sweet lady..









dis is de border of de saree i bought...
shoppin spree...

Well went to lil'india on saturday , a warmin up session wid ma mum . Was like walkin ard and ard and ard jus to buy a saree for me and ma mum.. Finally aft browsin thru soo many sarees manage to grab one well its actually a orange colour hmmmm once i borrowed an orange saree from ma aunt for a stupid photoshot it was nice... it was radiant and bright.Being a dark skin gal i tot dis colour will be betta...

de movie
well ma bro borrowed a movie from his gal... a superb movie almost all de parts i was cryin a emotional lovin movie .'kabhi alvida na kehna' haiz haiz.. i didn't noe dat actually am a damn emo person. after watchin de movie i was like really thinkin abt ma love life.. its actually a mind sparklin movie. It really wakes u up haiz haiz... Think i oso gonna be like BF cry for almost all de things...

Ma beau
Aft a long week went to meet karthik yest. Well before i left ma hse he messaged me dat he got a surprise for me, i tot it wa s a gift or wat lah later onli i noe dat he actually cut his hair..... Ha..ha he looked so cute mann such a adorable guy.I was so bloody hell drowsy was jus droppin on his sofa and sleepin, i got no choice so i jus dashed into his room on de air con and jump onto de bed and slept off.. Suddenly i got de smell of vicks opn ma nose i slowly opened ma eyes and spotted karthik applyin vicks for me lah aiyoh... damn sweet rite i was like so blur ... he was even massagin ma leg n ma back arrrggg!!! he so sweet towards me but am so mean to him haiz esp de ex gal matter.. Aft dat we were like sleepin like and den watched ms vasantham .Aft dat left his hse den we slowly walked ard his neighbourhood... waited for a stupid cab to come,As we were waitin sum emotional yet sweet words jus came out from karthik's mouth which left me wid tears, "nathiya u are alwaes thinkin dat i dun really love u and i still like ma ex gal ya its true dat i like her , let me give u an example a handphone ,she(his exgal) can be de whole phone but u are de battery in it wen de battery is flat de whole ph dies ,wen u are not ard wid me am like a dead mann. I really treasure alot, it jus dat i cannot express it , u can jus buy gifts for me or jus like tell out how much u love me but i'm not like dat i feel gifts dun say out de love i have for u or de way i speak cos de mouth can say one thing whereas de heart thinks of another,u see now oso i dun noe wat i'm talkin for me u are a god's gift sum one i treasure most in ma life io jus wan to see u smile alwaes, dun alwaes talk abt ma exgal its past talk abt de present which is u , its u whom i need not her, she's jus takin up a space in ma heart dats all and a good fren ua re ma life. So now i htink u are clear abt everythin ok" De speech ends here i was dumb founded and blur de onli thing i can do is cry and cry and cry haiz haiz.. guys sumtimes tend tot talk so emo aiyah...

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