Wednesday, May 31, 2006♥
is it over? ♥ 10:11 PM
ha..ha.. ppl its over mann.. guess u noe wat am referin to. yesterday had ma clinical theory lesson and todae hda ma practical . Frankly speakin the theory was good enuf to pass me... de practical was kinda irritatin' huang fang assess me .. ok lah she was good enuf i got de freakin bladder wash out and gastrostomy( well basically its washin of bladder and feedin via de stomach) shit mann! cos i was prayin' dat stuff wouldn't come out and it did. I almost went blank cos i wasn't prepared but eventually i passed despite i dud tiny mistakes here and there. Wella 3/4 of ma burden is over ma heart feels much lighter next is de ica... welll got to werk on it real.. hard.Todae was realli kinda bad day maybe de whole of dis week.Biba's guy ask for a time off... its realli heart wreckin to see her cry... her guy is a real CB( ah.. i noe i dun hv a rite to scold him BUT i MUST!) hooefully bib get well soon honey .. overcome it and be STRONGER...!!Hmmmm... kinda lookin forward for saturday. Its all cos am gonna meet HIM!!!!.Yeah yeah! yesterday was de end of his shity nite werk so todae we'll have a good time at nite tokin over de ph!!. The feelin' of being lonely sucks to de max i'm jus simply broke and sad ... sad... and sad.. and sad hmmm......hmmmm ppl whom are havin they'repractical tomoro good luck peepz... :: nathiya::
nature's calling.
Monday, May 29, 2006♥
dats a wonder ♥ 11:47 PM
hmmmm first of all, good luck to claire and haz as they are havin practical todae. Next, all de best to all de nursin peeps for tomoro cos its theory test. Hmmm.. tedious ah.. got to tackle wid ica and test.... have to endure dis tuff week.ha.. ha guess wat?!? yesterday went over to karthik's place and saw lawrence there. Poor guy he didn't noe dat actually i knew abt his scandal. Jus worried abt him cos he have done things which went over board and his scandal is threatenin him dat she's pregnant.. believe it or not a 15 yr old guy . world is changin sia! i think very soon 11 yrs and 12 yrs oso will end up like dis. So yesterday was a real damn borin thingy. But am still happy and satisfied to see ma darl's face... Ah.... so in happiness i ended up disturbin' him till he got pissed and jus dashed in to his room so i like followed him and got to pacify him... Ah.... and sumthin sweeet happen... its jus dat he told me sumthin sweet lah.. a surprisin thing . Its jus dat " can meet u on saturday? i kinda miss u alot.. maybe on saturday we can go out ." Ha...ha ma mouth jus drop in excitment hmmm... so now lookin forward for it...:: nathiya::
nature's calling.
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de cool days of mine ♥ 12:54 AM
well.... on sat went over for de bbq well it was real fun.. munchin onto de barbecued items and bullyin ard he..he.. but de funniest thing was dat actually de pit which we used wasn't ours ha..ha... de ppl who booked it came confrontin us but sue was so like arguin' later den we realise dat we didn't buy de pit ...
oooooooo..ha..ha.. but we didn't make it obivious to dem dat we got a wrg one u noe prestige mah..... aft dat we moved off to another place and ended up playin sum mind games which were realli brain crackin esp dat freakin game " bang click" damn it i didn't noe dat de first one to talk is de one who'll die and i was de bloody first one to tok hmm well it was nice and fun aft all.... hey guys thx for everythin mann ... de bbq lah.. sorry i was unable to follow u peeps for de shoppin'.. and huda hopefully u came fine to sch todae was worried abt u mann ah....
well..... yesterday went over to ma aunt's hse guess wat rakesh bro bought for me a beautiful blouse from vietnam .. de blouse is really lady like and sexy lookin wonder whether i'll wear it or not... he..he..{ neway thx pig... so sweet of u }
ah... aft a long time am gonna meet karthik well aft 2 weeks .. terrible sial de feelin of being alone without him by maside... last friday wen he called me i was cryin over de ph tellin him how much i m iss him but he ended up tellin me endure and control ma emotions and not to cry for dis kinda matters cos aft all am goin to meet himm arrggg.... i felt so weird and started luffin cos i did sound stupid welll todae is gonna be de day mann ha..ha...ha... hopefully he comes hm early todae... wella de feelin of love sucks to de max esp wen u miss ur him...............
the moment you have in ur heart,
this extraordinary thing called love,
and feel the depth, the delight
the ecstacy of it, you will discover,
that for you the world has transformed.....
nature's calling.
Thursday, May 25, 2006♥
y is it like dis... ♥ 7:10 AM
i dun noe why but am extremely pissed... y can't guys jus understand gals feelin' i noe it sounds damn stupid. jus few days ago i was tellin love is sweet but dat sweetness didn't last long for me.. todae i went to temple as usual and ma cousin's guy was like drivin' us to de temple .. and they both were like realli sweet u noe like disturbin each other and teasin' like how normal couple does, once i saw it i felt really sad....so it got me reminded of de times i spent wid karthik which is like no longer existin'.. nowadays he's alwaes werkin and also started to werk at nite and so he has to like get enuf sleep, therefore he'll come back hm from werk and slp till 10 pm and rush of for his nite werk.We rarely have time to spend wid each other,ok lahhe does calls me everynite but our conversation will onli last for abt 2 min .next ,its onli on sundays i can meet him and now he has his own commitments in his drama and his sundays are burned... next weekend is impossible to meet as well as week days too due to ma tests ... how am i goin to survive without him... i mean it was like everyweekend i'll meet him it's a routine for me now i jus feel dat sumthin is amiss in ma life. as i can onli like meet him 2 weeks once or 3 weeks once. Even todae,i was expectin' him to come and fetch me but he turned down ma offer by sayin dat he's tired.. i noe he's tired and has to go to werk .. but i realli feel miserable without meetin him
i feel as if there's no one for me in dis world.. i feel lonely,terrible sooo sick.
To ease ma sadness i went to seletar resevoir to slack there ma cousin was like wid her guy again teasin' n bullyin each other. lookin' at dem i felt realli depressed cos it reminded me of de days where i used to do de same to him..
i'm jus simply puzzled i cannot do any single werk ma tots are alwaes goin chaotic i cannot concentrate ... i feel loveless, powerless,lonely,pissed,irritated.........
nature's calling.
Monday, May 22, 2006♥
de unforgettableday!!! ♥ 11:54 PM
ah.... wat a day was it!!yesterday wid ma
beau.. hmmm aft a long wait i got to meet him.. well its jus dat i misssssssed him alot lah eh... but all de moments i spend wid him are really worth ... special moments spent wid u are really precious for me...
its gods grace dat i got u alwaes by ma side
whisperin swet things to mee under de moon light talkin abt our special moments
ah.. baby how i wish dat everyday u are by ma side ...
well todae came to sch pretty early .. hmmmm well on thrus ma peeps are goin to watch x men but i cannot make it have to go to temple too bad well nvm guys u go ahead first k... well next week is ma clinical test hmmm dun noe wat shit is goin to happen.... wateva is it i need to finish off once unlike ma previous thingy .... well dats all for now.... dun noe wat to write lah.. jus feeelin
soooo bloody happy he...he.... its all cos of de miracles of meetin'
nature's calling.
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aft a long wait... ♥ 1:24 AM
wella... as usual.. ah.. to dae
monday blues wokeup pretty early but too lazy to get out from bed ah... guess wat todae am gonna meet ma
sweet honey bunny he..he.. aft a bloody long week.. well its jus 2 weeks but i felt as if it was 2 mths(mama drama..) but despite not meetin' our conversation over de ph was also damn freakin short aiyah... it's like jus "hi"den "wat ya doin?" and den ends wid either he sayin "i'm sleepy" or" i'm busy" it sucks to de max lah eh..... aiya.. well on sat went to kick ball.. ya played in soccer tournement entered de quarter finals onli.. welll it was jus team work and commitment aft all... had real fun mann ma cool team members
fatimah.. who scored her first eva goal..
sue who was a goal keeper at moment and defender de other moment..
shawn de cute goal keeper..
siyu he..he de gal who tends to scream wen she kick de ball and oso tend to fly along wid de wind(ha..ha jus kidding)
jiaqian our crocodile player cos he shoe kenna tore... ha..haa.. cute
haz.. de pro player who really played well unlike us ha..ha..
huda de slacker who was like waiting for de game to be over...
hendra de saviour who became one of our MKPL member.. thx mann...
shahrul.. de one who really really put his heart and soul in playin football..( so by now u shld noe wat we were practically doin)
hadi de motivational one who was really motivatin us ( too bad we were tooo sleepy to get motivated but thx ) last but not least me... ah nat who was running behind ppl wid ball .. ha..ha.. well it was a whole new experince for me lah eh...
hmmm jus waitin fro sch to end to dae .. wanna meet him and have a bloody long tok.. ah... hopefully he dun cheat ma feelings..
~~chocolate
prata@nat~~
nature's calling.
