i dun noe why but am extremely pissed... y can't guys jus understand gals feelin' i noe it sounds damn stupid. jus few days ago i was tellin love is sweet but dat sweetness didn't last long for me.. todae i went to temple as usual and ma cousin's guy was like drivin' us to de temple .. and they both were like realli sweet u noe like disturbin each other and teasin' like how normal couple does, once i saw it i felt really sad....so it got me reminded of de times i spent wid karthik which is like no longer existin'.. nowadays he's alwaes werkin and also started to werk at nite and so he has to like get enuf sleep, therefore he'll come back hm from werk and slp till 10 pm and rush of for his nite werk.We rarely have time to spend wid each other,ok lahhe does calls me everynite but our conversation will onli last for abt 2 min .next ,its onli on sundays i can meet him and now he has his own commitments in his drama and his sundays are burned... next weekend is impossible to meet as well as week days too due to ma tests ... how am i goin to survive without him... i mean it was like everyweekend i'll meet him it's a routine for me now i jus feel dat sumthin is amiss in ma life. as i can onli like meet him 2 weeks once or 3 weeks once. Even todae,i was expectin' him to come and fetch me but he turned down ma offer by sayin dat he's tired.. i noe he's tired and has to go to werk .. but i realli feel miserable without meetin him i feel as if there's no one for me in dis world.. i feel lonely,terrible sooo sick. To ease ma sadness i went to seletar resevoir to slack there ma cousin was like wid her guy again teasin' n bullyin each other. lookin' at dem i felt realli depressed cos it reminded me of de days where i used to do de same to him.. i'm jus simply puzzled i cannot do any single werk ma tots are alwaes goin chaotic i cannot concentrate ... i feel loveless, powerless,lonely,pissed,irritated.........
nature's calling.
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♥Nathiya
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♥ loves Ajay n her family..
♥I'm jus a piece of irritatin shit who can simply irritate de arse off ppl.
A joyful, cheerful bitch who's also a jealous woman at times...
Stubborn n a bit of arrogant is a mix in me haaaaahaaaa.. Enjoy ur stay here!!
