Wednesday, June 07, 2006♥
i'm so sick ♥ 6:48 PM
> tmr is ma mum's b'dae> yesterday kak was walkin sea todae she's a tree> claire looks sweet todae> huda is missin'>haz biba looks like a walkin strawberry(very mild pink)> am not feelin' well.......ah..... i jus tried usin this method of writin cos its cool. Hmmmm am feelin really really really down and f up dun noe why ?. is it cos of wat skathi did yesterday?!? Why oh why ppl tell lies. Wat they gain by dat, Nothin, Precisely....
i feel so damn hell sad. Karthik didn't tok to me properly for de past 2 daes. Aiya wat a life mann... I think am havin Bipolar disorder suddenly i feel so high, suddenly so... down .
Yesterday i slept late, i dun really noe why i was jus listenin to songs and lookin at karthik's pic and sighin all de way. I dun noe why but.... i alwaes end up spoilin ppl's mood. I tried ma fuckin Best to tok to him ma normal way joke ard , tok rot and even luff like a gundu idiot. But he was like a expressionless piglet jus tokin in a lame tone . But wen he toks to his mum or even to his dog he's like tokin so nicely, but to me arrgggg!!! i really feel so down and depressed . How i wish i could read his mind....
Wateva is it.. i'll endure all dis nonsense jus for him . each time we argue nd toi noe him even betta. Frankly speakin' its been long since i cried or argued wid him ha...ha..
WATEVA!!!!!!!well to dae went for live audis toked abt de gig... hey gig lah eh..! kak, shawn and me are incharge of deco . Cool mann jus waitin for it. At last i got sumthin to do... he..he::Nat::
nature's calling.