Sunday, October 01, 2006♥
De emo side of mine... ♥ 8:39 PM
dis is de border of de saree i bought...shoppin spree...
Well went to lil'india on saturday , a warmin up session wid ma mum . Was like walkin ard and ard and ard jus to buy a saree for me and ma mum.. Finally aft browsin thru soo many sarees manage to grab one well its actually a orange colour hmmmm once i borrowed an orange saree from ma aunt for a stupid photoshot it was nice... it was radiant and bright.Being a dark skin gal i tot dis colour will be betta...de moviewell ma bro borrowed a movie from his gal... a superb movie almost all de parts i was cryin a emotional lovin movie .'kabhi alvida na kehna' haiz haiz.. i didn't noe dat actually am a damn emo person. after watchin de movie i was like really thinkin abt ma love life.. its actually a mind sparklin movie. It really wakes u up haiz haiz... Think i oso gonna be like BF cry for almost all de things...Ma beauAft a long week went to meet karthik yest. Well before i left ma hse he messaged me dat he got a surprise for me, i tot it wa s a gift or wat lah later onli i noe dat he actually cut his hair..... Ha..ha he looked so cute mann such a adorable guy.I was so bloody hell drowsy was jus droppin on his sofa and sleepin, i got no choice so i jus dashed into his room on de air con and jump onto de bed and slept off.. Suddenly i got de smell of vicks opn ma nose i slowly opened ma eyes and spotted karthik applyin vicks for me lah aiyoh... damn sweet rite i was like so blur ... he was even massagin ma leg n ma back arrrggg!!! he so sweet towards me but am so mean to him haiz esp de ex gal matter.. Aft dat we were like sleepin like and den watched ms vasantham .Aft dat left his hse den we slowly walked ard his neighbourhood... waited for a stupid cab to come,As we were waitin sum emotional yet sweet words jus came out from karthik's mouth which left me wid tears, "nathiya u are alwaes thinkin dat i dun really love u and i still like ma ex gal ya its true dat i like her , let me give u an example a handphone ,she(his exgal) can be de whole phone but u are de battery in it wen de battery is flat de whole ph dies ,wen u are not ard wid me am like a dead mann. I really treasure alot, it jus dat i cannot express it , u can jus buy gifts for me or jus like tell out how much u love me but i'm not like dat i feel gifts dun say out de love i have for u or de way i speak cos de mouth can say one thing whereas de heart thinks of another,u see now oso i dun noe wat i'm talkin for me u are a god's gift sum one i treasure most in ma life io jus wan to see u smile alwaes, dun alwaes talk abt ma exgal its past talk abt de present which is u , its u whom i need not her, she's jus takin up a space in ma heart dats all and a good fren ua re ma life. So now i htink u are clear abt everythin ok" De speech ends here i was dumb founded and blur de onli thing i can do is cry and cry and cry haiz haiz.. guys sumtimes tend tot talk so emo aiyah...
nature's calling.