Thursday, June 26, 2008♥
♥ 8:55 PM
A MISERABLE DAY AT WORK......
Yesterday (
26/6/08) was a
doom's day for me...
I didn't expect de day to be dat bad to de extent i ended up cryin silently...
It was really
miserable...
I took 12 cases accompanied by kak sue, was happy dat i finally got to take cases in de mornin..
Initially it was smooth aft de doctor's round things started to get hectic...
I was unable to cope up wid de changes...
Dr's a real mean to do so much of changes in one day..
It was really
stressful...
I didn't even have the time to write ma report... till 1pm i was strugglin to write ma report,whereas i'm suppose to start servin meds den...
It was
ultimately shitty....
Den came de bomb!. Dis particular idiotic patient had a wonderful broken skin, i was told to pass de central report, dats wen ma great nurse clinician asked abt dat particular patients's broken skin at her sacral region.
I was not aware abt her broken skin at her sacral area,..
So many pairs of eyes were staring at me and I was jus standin there like a dumb ass tellin her dat it was jus excoriation and not a broken skin... ( De great joke was she was de one who spotted de broken skin!)
Dats wen she literally scolded me... It was really
embarrassing....
I felt so pissed for wat she did.. its not dat i didn't check.. its jus dat i didn't hv dat bloody time to check.. wid dat amount of bloody work, how she expects me to check!!
i felt so
embarrassed dat i jus walked into de cubicle n hide maself n started
crying...!!
i felt so
hopeless n useless... it was really frustrating.... i didn't expect ma day to be dat bad!!
At last kak sue was there to help me or else.... i think i would've been a dead meat.
Already sum of ma fellow mates are gettin wonderful comments from some idiots sayin dat we're not good and so on ...
I'm jus feelin scared n worried.. i'm afraid whether i'll be a confirmed staff or not... Haiz
Well de only thing which i can do now is to jus forget whatever has happened n learn from ma mistakes... Aft all i'm still gettin into de transition....
nature's calling.